explaining anxiety is the fucking worst because you feel like an idiot for being bothered by the things that bother you but it’s such an intense fear right at your core so you have to go through all of these other levels of yourself to try and get someone else to understand it
I say that I “hate people” but really I’m just too lazy to say “My social anxiety makes me feel extremely uncomfortable and awkward around other people therefore I find it difficult to socialize with them.”
I say that I “hate life”, but really, I’m just too lazy to say “The challenges that I am currently facing, combined with my fears about the future are bringing me down, therefore I find it difficult to motivate myself.”
- (via zeyx)
- (via whitenes-s)
Do you know how sad it is to sit in your room alone as usual when everyone else is off having fun with friends? And to make it worse they post it everywhere. And you’re forced to see it and then feel even shittier and wonder what your point in life is realizing you’re never going to have that, or much less be happy. Life is about having fun and being with friends. But you have none of that.
I need to be thinner and prettier and nicer and less depressed because I suck